Thursday, August 11, 2011
I want a boyfriend and details on how to?
I would like to have a boyfriend, and I'm 16 years old, no diseases, never had my first kissed, clean, pure, whatever! My parents tell me I'm to young and I should wait until I'm 18 years old. I feel alone and feel like I don't know anything about the dating world! I'm afraid he might think me as a boring person, and I don't know where to start finding one without picking a guy that is already going out. I don't have any friends to talk to or get information from, and I don't know about dating websites. Also whenever I talk to a boy, I would always find people laughing (mostly girls), or making these bitchy faces, and I'm like in my mind, "wtf, I can find a boyfriend and talk to a guy when I want *****!" Then I became even more shy and a loner over those years of biotches making those faces! And one time when I like this boy, this girl told him to say in a loud voice, "I hate her". Then the girl told him to say it in a even serious tone! I feel like those girls think I'm not even good enough to get a boyfriend, and sometimes people call me crap and think I'm to ugly to have one. I hate living here and I don't want to get this feeling of resentment trapped in me or being a loner forever. I feel like going to a different country (3rd world) and finding one there, since American teenager girls are so competitive and being bitches. I'm having a hard time not hating anyone or believing their crap. So, well I ever find a boyfriend?
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